urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint xspearmint xspearmint 2006-10-02T02:31:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:2237 2006-10-02T02:31:47Z 2006-10-02T02:31:47Z hellllllo<br />im really tired<br /><br />no school tomorrow<br />oh joy, oh rapture<br /><br />i actually really really enojy school<br />not so much the people, but the courses<br /><br /><br />blah im such a nerd<br /><br /><br /><br />night&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:1810 2006-09-16T16:39:50Z 2006-09-16T16:39:50Z crazeechic002: hey<br />Auto response from redeyecodeblue0x: haha sup @ varsity?<br />i love you guys<br /><br />cant wait for garbage picking with michelle tomorrow<br />crazeechic002: this is devin & sara<br />crazeechic002: we were at the mall & we were talking to fof and we met all of them & mike the guy who films is super nice!<br />crazeechic002: doug is gonna site with us at lunch !! &lt;3<br />redeyecodeblue0x: they were at hte mall?<br />redeyecodeblue0x: oh eyah i forgot to tell you guys but i was gonna sit with you at lunch today but it was too late so im going to on monday<br />redeyecodeblue0x: mike is awesome<br />crazeechic002: theres like no seats at our table..<br />crazeechic002: doug is just gonna like sqeueeze<br />crazeechic002: and u werent gonna sit with us u were already eatting when we go ourl unch and sat down<br />crazeechic002: thats bll shit<br />redeyecodeblue0x: woahhh chill out, and yes i was, i was waiting for you guys to get out of line, and i finish my lunch before you guys even get out of line and then i was gonna come over. if you dotn want me sitting with you, then just tell me, christ<br />redeyecodeblue0x: and you had to tell me about the whole fof thing/..? mmm okay i really care<br />crazeechic002: okay i dont want u to sit with us<br />redeyecodeblue0x: okay then<br />redeyecodeblue0x: i wont<br />crazeechic002: me and devin just wanted to tell u<br />crazeechic002: we know u like are in love with them<br />redeyecodeblue0x: im not in love with them<br />redeyecodeblue0x: i like their music..thasta bout it<br />crazeechic002: ok<br />redeyecodeblue0x: yeahhh<br />redeyecodeblue0x: what exactly is your problem with me...what did i do toy ou?<br />crazeechic002: why didn't u ever try to sit wit us beofre?<br />crazeechic002: u wouldn't have said that if we didn't tell u doug was gonna sit with us<br />redeyecodeblue0x: no i was definitely gonna tell devin in latin today but i didnt and i was gonna tell tess in geomtery but i forgot. dont tell me what i was gonna do, thanksss and i really dont care if doug was gonna sit with you, im pretrty sure i alrady established that<br />redeyecodeblue0x: it really doesnt make you cool<br />crazeechic002: okay whatever he's a cool person idc if he's a complete nerd he's cool & we wanna sit with him<br />crazeechic002: your soooo cool siting kaitlin<br />crazeechic002: & alina<br />redeyecodeblue0x: waiiiiiit a second here. i never said i was cool, never thought i was cool. i really dont need your approval if im cool or not, because i really could give a shit. so was that comment necessary? no it wasnt. and i sit with alex and other people. alina just goes there with cynthia. and im pretty sure i sit with crystall everyday, so i guess that makes me uncool too<br />redeyecodeblue0x: whatever, and you think those fake ass people from raub are cool? haha im glad you think so because i remember how much shit you guys talked about amanda c. last year and now you eat lunch with her, you guys are soooo coooool.<br />crazeechic002: wtf?<br />crazeechic002: she was a just a little annoying, not any more..<br />crazeechic002: sorry i guess she changed & your not okay with change even though you changed a BUNCH your sel<br />redeyecodeblue0x: sara youre really fake. ive been just dying to tell you that. DYING, like you have no clue. you always need the constant approval of everyone about how good you look and everyhing. its getitng old and no matter what you think, no one likes it, so get off your high horse and get over yourself<br />redeyecodeblue0x: i changed a bunch? i think not<br />redeyecodeblue0x: this conversation is PRETTY much over right about now. and it should have never even started<br />crazeechic002 signed off at 10:30:33 PM.<br /><br /><br /><br />DOUGG !!<br />so excited for monday lmao.<br />we'll make lunch not boring for you haha.<br /><br />paige is gonna be soo jealous haha !! =)<br /><br />♥ ♥<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i really dont think people could stoop any lower<br />or become anymore fake<br />or become anymore shitful<br />and just all around horrible<br />than these people are and have been to me<br />for the past 6 months.<br /><br /><br /><br />you dont have any clue how done i am. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:1706 2006-08-30T02:54:38Z 2006-08-30T02:54:38Z gym class heroes wow<br />well im really confused right now<br />maybe shes right<br />it probably is my fault i dont have friends<br />i mean, they all get along with eachother<br />"youre never wrong, maybe thats your problem"<br />and im beginning to think shes right<br />but i have no clue what to think<br />because my mind is overly jumbled<br />with worthless bullshit<br /><br />idk why im here<br />idk what im supposed to do<br />idk why i feel like i do<br />idk who im supposed to listen to<br />idk what to think<br />idk how to listen<br />idk why i over anylize everything<br /><br />i have basically everything i want<br />my life is basically normal<br /><br />idk whats wrong with me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:1419 2006-05-24T23:27:42Z 2006-05-24T23:27:42Z The Audition ive been pretty busy again<br />and i wont update this much<br />because i dont know many people on here<br />and im not good with keeping up with journals<br /><br /><br />ive been trying to get away from the internet as much<br />as i can lately, i need a break<br /><br /><br />been listening to some pretty amazing music lately<br /><br /><br /><br />comment me with an update on how youre doing &lt;@ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:1174 2006-05-09T01:56:48Z 2006-05-09T01:56:48Z things still arent right<br />too many changes<br /><br /><br />things wont go back to normal<br />i can feel it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:870 2006-05-09T00:57:30Z 2006-05-09T00:57:30Z the dresden dolls well well well, its been a while<br /><br />drama is over, i hope for a while<br />hmm i definitely need new friends<br />well see how this goes<br /><br />nikki will have the best time at BCAUD ever.<br />i hope you get to meet them<br /><br /><br />music monday<br />tacky tuesday<br />celeb wednesday<br />tba thursday<br />spirit friday<br />game tuesday<br />game thursday<br /><br /><br />get pumped....HAHAHAHAHAH urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:xspearmint:275 2006-04-17T03:37:57Z 2006-04-17T03:37:57Z Punchline - Flashlight TODAII IZZ EAZTURRR<br /><br />i got a sweet watch and candy<br />and then i got this sweet icon!<br />and then i thought about how i should start this thing<br />and then i thought about how i promised nikki i would <br />update it and post pictures, i cant post the pictures just<br />yet, but trust me theyre coming<br /><br /><br />im not good with journals because i have nothing<br />really worthwhile to write<br />im definitely not a writer<br />and im not good with poems or symbolism<br />i love to read writing, but i cant write any<br />myself, so dont expect anything worthwhile to<br />come out of this, i just felt like doing it<br /><br /><br />yes, i have to leave to go to bed now<br />because i have to wake up at 730 for softball<br />and then i have to write a report and find aisle 10